the sound of clock ticking

I had a dream about a man with eyes coloured like a sky behind a chimney smoke. His look disappeared in the clouds of time and the ticking of space...

Arms

Curtains

I don't know where my curtain obsession comes from. But I checked out my folders and found out I have quite a lot of pictures of things and people behind curtains. I guess I just like lace structure and can't really resist it :D

A very real story

Years ago I read a nice short story written by Julio Cortazar called "A Very Real Story". It is dedicated to the signs and warnings we recieve in our everyday life and our inability to understand them. When something interesting and almost impossible occure we can't accept it as something happening just here and now, without a story behind and a future infront. This morning I woke up from a dream in which I was meditating, seeing and feeling myself as somebody absolutely not connected to the false side of reality. After that dream I felt very well, washed the dishes, drank my coffee, thinking should I turn my subconcious experience into something big and dramatic, should I see my dream like a step forward to something. Well no, not after remembering Cortazar's story :)

A Very Real Story – Julio Cortazar
It happened that a gentleman dropped his glasses on the floor, which they hit the tiles, made a terrible noise. The gentleman stoops down to pick them up, very dejected, as the lenses are very expensive, but he discovers with astonishment – that by some miracle he hasn’t broken them.
Now this gentleman feels profoundly thankful and understands that what has happened amounts to a friendly warning, in such a way that he walks down to an optician’s shop and immediately acquires a leather glasses case, padded and double – protected, an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of, etc. An hour later the case falls, and stooping down to recover it without any great anxiety, he discovers that the glasses are in smithereens. It takes this gentleman a while to understand that the designs of providence are inscrutable, and that in reality the miracle has just now occurred.

mess often turns out to be a very logical way of existing

The funny thing about mirrors is that even if you turn them upside down, you'll still be reflected with a head on the top of a body.

Clementine

"i wish i was a little more delicate"
Sarah Jaffe

literalism and a picture of Alek

Да изплачеш облаците в теб,
солта на всяка капка да ти напомни
за неспособността си да бъдеш прозрачен.
Стъклата задържат ужаса ти,
как да се погледнеш в тях - разкривен образ,
размит на този неправилно определен като втори план.
Но ако пространството около нас е вода
и от време на време се поддаваме да ни усмихне слънцето,
какви други да бъдат душите ни освен облачни
и как по друг начин да станем едно с кръговрата си
освен да се изплачем.

Bro

My brother has a birthday today :))

180 mag

180mag.ca invited me to present a series of pictures. I chose the subject "Simple moments" and collected 10 pictures. I couldn't write very well what I meant with this series as usual, but I hope you will read it non the less :D

Here is a link: http://180mag.ca/1205/patova/patova1.html

And again my beautiful friend Ivelina

 

the ceiling i was looking at through the mirror...

future

the only category we are so unbelievably good at is living for the future

present, here, live, love....

 .... when I don't understand the dimensions of my own body and the emptyness of my own heart.

..........

http://www.flickr.com/photos/alex-malex/

Happy to meet beautiful people lately

every season has its own sun